JUST THOUGHTS...

I walk through life on a daily capturing the attention of strangers solely based off on my physical characteristics. Noticing my light skin, smile and physique. Pretty, sexy, gorgeous have been terms used to address me and as much as i respect these compliments. I am much deeper than these. A lot of people miss the woman i am, the soul i sincerely have because they are consumed with the exterior. Imagine walking into an art gallery, so many beautiful paintings overlooked by the loud ones. The paintings you have overlooked is still there, not requesting to be looked at or taken, but once you look beyond the image, like really look, you find that there us more to it than meets the eyes. If you focus on my image, without penetrating beyond my physical attributes, you will miss my value. The beauty is in the soul. I realized early in life that being pretty is generally more of a burden than a benefit. When meeting people they grow interested in me because i appeal to the eyes.  B

 I’ve always believed in the notion, “what’s meant to be will always find its way to you.” I’ve met people who are strong advocates for the universe’s “ultimate plan” for each individual, while other’s think it’s just a bunch of bullshit. However, I believe that there are just things in life that are completely out of our control. Intangible things that make us question where we are at the moment. If I close my eyes and think back, I would have never imagined myself being where I am, and doing the things that I’m doing. Maybe you had all these plans: for your future, school, family, or money. But things don’t always end up the way we expect them to be. I’ve always been someone who likes things planned, and to have things in order. Don’t get me wrong,  I love being spontaneous, but having a plan helps me look forward. It helps me take a step forward with confidence. But life has proven to me, time and time again, that the universe’s plan won’t always align with my plans. What the wo